its not that i’m not trying.
i had a wake up call today, im way too over protective over certain people. certain people who i found myself calling “mine” even though they are not. it isn’t selfish. but its selfish. i’m in denial. but its addressed. I’ll take what i want. I’ll love who i want. And i’ll bitch to anyone who tries to get in the way. even if its not really mine.
but its not that i’m not trying.
there isn’t any motivation.
so i guess i’m sorry for that.
and the part that sorry isn’t gonna be good enough.