pretty frankenstein

God knows that I’ve been naive.

At some point, I found myself swallowed up by every inch of you. That’s just how it is when  you’re young and in love. Swallowed up by every detail of someone who’s made you feel something extravagant. 
At some point, you were very special to me, but everything changes. I won’t deny I miss you sometimes and even wish you could be here when I think about something no one else would laugh at, but that ship sailed and I honestly believe we’re better off without each other. Too raw?
Okay.

But God knows that we’ve been naive. Picking out things that we wanted for ourselves and blinding it with holiness that God did not grant to us. Because we were young and greedy.
We may have loved each other, but it wasn’t the type of love that has the approval of a father. Maybe I messed up because you messed up. It’s funny how sometimes you still can’t let that go. It’s a filthy thought.

However, if you ever get the chance to understand without enraging yourself. Let me know because I have a lot to say. 
At this point, we have something in common, but you don’t know it yet. We’ve created something and I’d like you to love it with me.